saya nak bebel kejap.. maceehh..

semakin hari semakin tenang jiwa ni.. y? actually now i'm so happy with my life now.

i lebih byk pikirkan ape yg dapat happy kan hati sendiri. seriusly most yg i buat now lebih kepada what i want to do. dah tak pikir sgt2 hati org keliling. kalau dulu sebuk sgt pikir hati org lain sedangkan tak de sape pun kesah nak jage hati kite ye tak! ^_^v

alhamdulillah, walaupun tak la semewah mane, tapi peluang ada, cuma kena berusaha lebih. kalau terlalu senang dapat kita tak tahu nak hargai.. lagi bagus dengan usaha keras akhirnya kita berjaya.

hubungan dgn pilihan hati saya sgt la bahagia. Alhamdulillah. Gaduh sana sini tu biasa la. Ada certain org ckp, kalau tulis blog ni tak yah la nak citer sgt pasal our love one, but for me tak salah if pada saat ni we share what we feel deep'inside:) our journey ye tak!

how i can explain that how lucky am i ada kekasih yg sgt la perfect dimata sy. he so loving, baik hati n bla bla. tak yah la nak share kat sini ape lebihnya dia, biar jadi rahsia kami berdua.

ops, satu saya nak pesan kepada yg gagal bercinta, jgn terlalu sedih SEBAB? sebenarnye Allah tu dah cantik mengatur kehidupan kita, cuma kita sendiri kena redha dan ikhlas dan berniat baik dari segala segi.

Saya sendiri dah mengalaminya dan merasainya sendiri, hingga Allah sendiri menunjukkan dari sebesar2 sebab sehingga sekecil2 sebab tanpa kita cari kenapa dan mengapa dengan kuasa Allah, Allah sendiri tunjukkan kenapa dia pisahkan kita dengan yg sebelumnya. Bila saya pikirkan sendiri sy teramat bersyukur kerana sy terpilih dan Allah kurniakan sy seorg laki yg sgt sempurna untuk saya. Nasihat sy dalam menyintai seseorg kita kena ikhlas seikhlasnya, betulkan niat kita. Jgnlah menyintai seseorg tu kerana sesuatu benda, percayalah jika hilang benda tu.. mesti cinta pun akan hilang juga. cintaila dia kerana diri dia, hati dia.. terima baik buruk dia dan redha. Berdoalah pada Allah selalu semoga diberikan jodoh dan kehidupan yg lebih baik. InsyaAllah.

Dari segi hubungan dgn kawan2 dan rakan sekerja sgt la baik. Alhamdulillah jugak. Satu petua sy nak bagi kalau di tempat kerja kamu smua tu ada group2 jgn la join sgt. kadang2 sy tgk group A ni tak suke group B dan bla bla.. Kadang sy tgk bile org A tak suka org C, dia akan cuba hasut org D,F,G supaya tak suka ngn C tu.. untuk org D,F,G tak yah la wat perangai cam masa skolah dulu, salah sket tak nak kawan. Grow up people!! tu diowng punya masalah, n kalau selagi si C ni tak ganggu n saketkan hati kita, tak payah2 nak wat group bagai nak wt sesi menganyam ketupat. dosa free jek dapat! ops, jgn buat2 lupa ya, dosa sesama manusia ni payah sket ye kawan2. selagi dia tak maafkan kau, so dosa u takkan terampun ya! so berhati2 sket untuk saketkan k!

Jadila pihak berkecuali.

Kalau kawan2 tu duk gosip2 bg tau si A, B , C tal yah la sebuk2 jd radio bergerak, bwk mulut sana sini, ingt berdosa bukak aib org. jaga amanah! buat dgr telinga kiri kuar telinga kanan.

kalau kita penah terbuat silap dan dosa, tak salah merendah diri memohon maaf. So, berubah dari hari kehari. Setiap hari perbetulkan diri, sebab semua manusia tak perfect sentiasa buat salah. dengan salah yg kita buat ni sebenarnya mengajar kita lagi untuk menjadi better person.

erm satu lagi yang saya buat, mmg agak payah. Cuba tiap2 hari mintak maaf dgn ibu masing2.

saya mula2 nak buat cam malu2 kucing. Sungguh!!

cuba la. u all semua akan lega dan akan rasa hidup ni sgt indah! cewaah. :P

lagi satu, tiap2 hari cuba kuatkan diri sendiri untuk berbuat baik. hehe.

kadang2 kita rasa cam segan2 nak wt baik. nanti org cakap buang tebiat ke ape ke..

lawan n lawan! at least satu hari satu benda kebaikan yg u all wat. i mean buat kebaikan mcm amal jariah la. tak yah susah2 pikir beyond! contoh, balik je keja korang terus gi angkat sampah, tak pun sapu halaman rumah and apa2 je la.. yg selama ni u all tak penah buat.

Tak yah susah2 buat untuk org diluar, kita cuba buat dlm rumah kita dulu.

meaning to say, kurangkan beban ur parents dr segi tolong diowng!

ingat ya, dgn happykan ur mom n dad, itu satu ganjaran yg mungkin pahala yg besar.

dan sedikit sebanyak u akan rasa, "peh aku ni baik jugak!" and u akan lebih appreciate ngan ur life.

jika nak berubah kepada kebaikan, pertama sekali cuci hati tu bersih2 dulu. percayalah. Hanya hati yg bersih boleh membawa kepada bermacam2 kebaikan yg lain. bila hati makin bersih, cubalah perlahan2 untuk berubah even tak byk, sikit2 pun jadilah. Asas kena kuat. tak payah la u all terlalu mendalam sehinggakan asas pun tak terjaga. bila kita pegang asas, insyaAllah yg lain2 akan kuat juga. Banyak2 kan membaca taksir Al-Quran dan hadis2 sahih.

and belajar2 la memaafkan org lain sebelum tido setiap hari. Mogo2 org lain akan mudah memaafkan dosa kita juga.

FATHER FORGETS by W. Livingston Larned

FATHER FORGETS

W. Livingston Larned

condensed as in “Readers Digest”

Listen, son: I am saying this as you lie asleep,

one little paw crumpled under your cheek and the blond curls stickily

wet on your damp forehead.

I have stolen into your room alone.

Just a few minutes ago, as I sat reading my paper in the

library, a stifling wave of remorse swept over me.

Guiltily

I came to your bedside.

There are the things I was thinking, son: I had been cross

to you.

I scolded you as you were dressing for school because

you gave your face merely a dab with a towel.

I took you to task for not cleaning your shoes.

I called out angrily when

you threw some of your things on the floor.

At breakfast I found fault, too.

You spilled things.

Yougulped down your food. You put your elbows on the table.

Youspread butter too thick on your bread. And as you started off

to play and I made for my train, you turned and waved a hand

and called, “Goodbye, Daddy!” and I frowned, and said in

reply, “Hold your shoulders back!”

Then it began all over again in the late afternoon.

As I came up the road I spied you, down on your knees, playing marbles.

There were holes in your stockings.

I humiliated you before your boyfriends by marching you ahead of me to the house.

Stockings were expensive-and if you had to buy them you would

be more careful!

Imagine that, son, from a father!

Do you remember, later, when I was reading in the library, how

you came in timidly, with a sort of hurt look in your eyes?

When I glanced up over my paper, impatient at the interruption,

you hesitated at the door.

“What is it you want?” I snapped.

You said nothing, but ran across in one tempestuous plunge,

and threw your arms around my neck and kissed me, and your

small arms tightended with an affection that God had set

blooming in your heart and which even neglect could not wither.

And then you were gone, pattering up the stairs.

Well, son, it was shortly afterwards that my paper slipped

from my hands and a terrible sickening fear came over me. What

has habit been doing to me? The habit of finding fault, of

reprimanding-this was my reward to you for being a boy. It

was not that I did not love you; it was that I expected too

much of youth. I was measuring you by the yardstick of my own

years.

And there was so much that was good and fine and true in your

character. The little heart of you was as big as the dawn

itself over the wide hills. This was shown by your spontaneous

impulse to rush in and kiss me good night. Nothing else matters

tonight, son. I have come to your bedside in the darkness, and

I have knelt there, ashamed!

It is feeble atonement; I know you would not understand these

things if I told them to you during your waking hours. But

tomorrow I will be a real daddy! I will chum with you, and suffer

when you suffer, and laugh when you laugh. I will bite my

tongue when impatient words come. I will keep saying as if it

were a ritual: “He is nothing but a boy-a little boy!”

I am afraid I have visualized you as a man. Yet as I see you

now, son, crumpled and weary in your cot, I see that you are

still a baby. Yesterday you were in your mother’s arms, your

head on her shoulder.

I have asked too much, too much.

p/s : Instead of condemning people, let's try to understand them.

Let's try to figure out why they do what they do.

That's a lot more profitable and intriguing than criticism; and it breeds sympathy, tolerance and

kindness.

"To know all is to forgive all."

Allah does not propose to judge

peoples until the end of his days.

Why should you and I?

my dream car

peugeot RC

Audi A5

Audi TT

honda accord coupe

*bile la nak mampukan* sob sob.

Karena Ku Sanggup - Agnes Monica

one of my fav song ! agnes monica tak pernah menghampa kan aku !

all her song mmg aku suka. :')

Rambut berkelimumur

penah tak rambut u all tumbuh kelemumur plus berminyak??

erm just wanna to share some pengalaman jek about this.. huhu...

actually, ms time i belajar hari tu kat Niosh, i terlupa bwk hair dryer puncanya, soooo... nak stylekan and keringkan mmg sgt payah. ye la kelas seawal pagi mana la sempat kan. -___-

so everyday i pegi salon untuk cuci my hair... bayangkan la. sampai afiq bising

ye la duet abis ke salon je. -__-'

actually i kat sane i pegi diff salon so kesimpulannya diff shampoo yg diowng gune.

i ingat my hair kuat la kononnye kan. n ms tu tak perpikir pun..

so result.. my hair sgt sgt berminyak. haaamagadd!!

yg bestnye i pegi one salon tu, dia ckp..

"eh rambut u beminyak ni"

ngan yakin aku reply..

"rambut i tak pernah berminyak"

yakin sungguh menentang kata2 org profesional -_-

2-3 hari baru i perasan... peh sgt tragis ok! -___-'

terasa nak balik umh tak nk ke kelas jek..

nak dipendekkan citer disebabkan terlalu kerap ke salon n pegi salon yg berbeza dan semestinya product pun berbeza hasilnya rambutku berminyak dan sgt berkelemumur.

baru aku faham perasaan sapa2 yg memiliki kelemumur..

AZABB..

u all kena tiap2 hari cuci with shampooo.. kalau miss.. tergaru2 cam beruk.

sungguh tak tipu.

so i pun guna la product yg for kelemumur.

bila gune shampoo kelemumur ni rambut mmg agak kering. kesan dia... sian my hair

sabar ya baby.. just for awhile.

selepas pada kejadian ni.. i kalau ke salon, i will bring my own shampoo, conditioner and also treatment.

i rasa i penah bgtau pasal product kat pasaran yg jual kat kedai2 tu tak elok.. u all bace entry ni Tips untuk rambut kering

p/s : i will setia with Loreal. mmg i beli terus yg 1500ml. so mmg sgt jimat ^_^v

smokey eye makeup

apa tu smokey eye?? its like makeup with dramatic style!

DRAMA ok!!

it's soo popular nowadays! i myself pun selalu godek2 youtube untuk learn the tutorial!

*cikgu zaman moden youtube tu* ^_^v

through it is not style yg u all worn everyday, ke kelas or tempat kerja.

no no no!!

selalu we wear when ada occasions, majlis kawin, or ape2 la kan.

Selalu untuk hasilkan smokey eye makeup ni kita guna "eyeshadow primer..

AT LEAST TWO different tone color / diff color, eyeliner and dun forget mascara. :)

these sure isn't! That's why almost every page kat magazine today ada beautiful model or celeb sporting what else!!? the SMOKEY EYE LOOKS!

saat paling happy for smokey eye when u berjaya dptkan proper blending. *saya mengaku sgt susah* so kena berani mencuba dan paling penting waktu peperiksaan pendidikan seni time skolah rendah mesti dapat No. 1. cewwwaah .. *joking*

yang penting u must make sure colors are blended together flawlessly!

actually nowadays, color for smokey eyes dah mcm2 color. time dulu2 traditional smokey eye makeup color hanya black and gray jek! hehe..

now jgn ckp la.. u can put any color! but.. as i said, msti pndai blend color ya. jgn salah pilih..

tak pasal2 jdi pelangi:P

REMEMBER!! when choosing eye shadow shades, color should be based your eye color, hair color and skin tone as well ya!!

NOT COLOR OF YOUR CLOTHES THAT U WEAR YAAA..

ingat ya adik2.

lagi bagus if u all use powder eye shadow, creamy eyeshadow susah sket untuk smudge and blend.

PENTING perlu ingat ialah :

1. Blend - tersangat penting how u blend the eye shadow colors at your lids.. my suggestion u guna la 3 diff colors (base,main,highlighter)

2. Bring out the colors of your eyes - mean macam ni color yang u choose for your eye shadow should bring out colors of your eyes. So tugas u ialah do some reference and experiment dengan color yang ada and see how well they go with your eyes.. ok ke tak kan.. sesuai atau pun sebaliknya.

3. Leave your brow bone ALONE

4. Highlight carefully - remember tujuan utama letak higlight ialah for set the eyes off dan untuk complete kan effect for your eye makeup.

5. Use a primer - make sure gune primer sebelum letak eye shadow. Tujuan dia bukan hanya untuk buat your eye shadow look smoother but also makes it last longer di mata u.

6. Tone down the shimmer - careful in laying out kenapa?? it can bring out not just the eyes but also the lines and the wrinkles.

7. Limit the smokey hue.

IMPORTANT sekali ialah color color color...

Do experiment with various shades of eye shadow.

Mix match the color.

hanis zalikha boyfriend? (Gambar)

yg atas tu print screen from her mother blog

kalau betoiiii... heeee tahniah dari. ^_^v - frm silent reader..

cewahhh :)

pride.

perempuan o perempuan.

pelik sungguh, apa dkejar pada laki yg ada nama

apa yg dikejar lelaki yg duet kepuk2 dalam poket

apa yg dikejar pada nama, fofular??

fofular pun sebab menumpang org lain punya popularity.

where u put your pride?

is it ok when others pijak2 maruah kita sehinggkan semua berkata pasal kita

dimana letaknya malu wahai perempuan?

jika diri tak bersalah

tak perlu melompat2 memberitahu satu dunia yg kamu terinaya

Allah sendiri akan tunjukkan kebenaran

jika diri tu memang bersalah

tak payah melompat2 menegakkan benang yang basah sambil mengeluarkan kata2 mencaci sesama makhluk. Makin byk dikata makin bnyak aib yang keluar

baik berdiam daripada mencuba pelbagai cara untuk mengaibkan org lain.

can u believe in Qada n Qadar?

Allah know who better for u. moved on! start a new life.

Lagi bagus now kamu muhasabah diri, pasti ada salah silap disana sini

perbetulkan diri, hiasi peribadi.

tak guna sembahyang 5 waktu dan menutup aurat tetapi jika hati masih kotor dan busuk.

bersihkan hati.

kalau terasa ingin duit berkepuk2 di poket lagi bagus cari dr hasil usaha sendiri.

Start now tell the world u can do tanpa pertolongan org lain

kalau terasa ingin dikenali ramai, biarlah org kenal kita kerana kebaikan bukan sebaliknya

ada apa pada nama jika nama kita diingat org kerana kebodohan kita sendiri yang membusukkan nama sendiri.

Win with pride Lose with dignity

Pain goes away, pride lasts forever.

*please remember jgn org main2 kan maruah kita wahai wanita*

khas untuk si nurul gadis Brunei

ko cakap aku hina ko kan!?? haaa.. hambek ko!! buat pitnah kuat sgt ni.. bluekk!!

precious

apabila namamu dalam doaku.

Bintang Kesayanganku

maksud my name! bintang kesayanganku.

wishing list!

dah lame den ngidam nak pakai d90.

datang plak angin meroyan mane tah tetibe den tekad nak simpan duet nak amek jugok!

tgk betape den suko sgt pado d90 dulu2 den ponah wt entry pasal d90

D90..

erm.. harge dulu mse den minat 4k nak dekat 5k..

skang nie dah boleh la around 3k.

mari kita berjimat cermat :P