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Dear readers, Thanks for visiting my blog. This blog is all about me, what deep'in inside, and my journey. Thanks also with all ur support and ur comment. I will try to update it in a timely manner. For those that not interested plz get out frm my page. thanks - amy

Thursday, April 29, 2010

separuh jiwaku pergi


dgr lagu nie, cm sadis sgt!
plz, dun destroy any relationship ppl!
if u nak cr seseorg, jgn la rampas hak org lain.
rmmber! *karma*
just terima kenyataan apa yg kita nak tu tak smestinya kita dapat
so, when it not belong to u, plz n plz dun ever take it frm others

n kepada yg dah memiliki plz la. appreciate what u have!
jgn la dah ada sowang nak 2-3-4-100
TAMAK!

stay with ur love.. !
alasan selalu terima, dia tak mcm yg dia nak.. tak leh layan la apa la.
so sblm nak bercinta, kaji la dulu! ni tak membabi buta
pas bg harapan terus buang.. is it LOVE??
*geleng2kepala*

kepada yg tukang mengecewakan, plz pk hati yg anda telah lukakan!
is it worth it!?
if u at his/her place, is it hard for u??
is it fair?
*plzthinktwice*

think - kita saling melengkapi
both of us not perfect, plz learn to give n take!
insyaAllah when kita sincere in our relationship, trust me Allah alwayz lindung n hubungan tu akan kekal

to my love, stay with our relationship till the end. ;)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

what LOVE mean for me.

time flyin' by! it has been long tyme i guess wrote sumthng here! if not everyday i will "potpet" here n there what im feelin'

dalam hati ada taman. is it?
the title for today is LOVE!

but guys, if u ever what really meaning of luv?
u ever thought why God created this feeling to us?
guys, ever u try to appreciate who next to u?
me? i thought about the meaning of this! i guess until now i can say love in my ways.
not u or others. MY WAY.

Love, please read this.

i hope when i getting older and got arthritis, i couldn't bend over and paint my toenails anymore, so my husband does it for me even his hand got arthritis too.. - that' love

i want when he said my name is different. i just want to know that my name is safe in their mouth. - that' love

i want when i go out with him, both of us puts on perfume and we go out and smell each others. - that' love.
when we go out to eat and give me most of your fries without making me give u any of theirs - that' love

love is everything, u can make me smile when u're tired - that's love

when i makes coffee for u, i will take a sip before giving to u, to make sure the taste is ok. - that' love

love is when i tell u that i like ur shirt, then u wears it everyday. - that' love

even both of us getting older, we love each others n still friends even we knw each others so well - that' love.

when i was on a stage, n i feel soo nervous. i looked at all people watching me n saw u waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. then i feel ok, n wasn't scared anymore.

he loves me more than anybody. u don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.

Love is when him gives me the best piece of chicken.

love is when he sees me smelly and sweaty and still says im is prettier that JLo.

love is when my husband kiss me n hug me tight after im left him alone all day.

u shouldn't say "i LOVE u" unless u meant it! but if u mean it u should say it a lot!.. ppl forget!

love is when u alone, u knw he always beside u no matter what


to my love,
i really love u!
u everything for me.
tq

Sunday, April 25, 2010

i live each painful days because of ur words



u ask me HOW MY DAY WAS?
as if it's the same everyday?
I say i'm okay!
BUT..
you really don't knw how i feel

Do u think i'll be okay without u?
are u okay without me?

the world without u is so hard
that i'm blaming myself for still breathing

What should i do??
even now
i live each painful days of your words
tell me if this is a bad things to do
are u living painful like i am?

u and me
are we too late?
do we not have a chance?
i still think about u and u might knw this
Finally is this it?
Are we going to end like this?
is it okay with u?

i don't think i can do it
the love i found with u
i wont find it anywhere even if i die.

what should i do?
if it isn't u, no want else can hold my heart
please hold me
and u knw
that even though the whole world tries to
No want can erase your memories
So please hold me
What should i do
even now
i live each painful days because of ur word

is it too late?
do we not have chance?
But me
i still thinking about u
and u might not knw

Thursday, April 22, 2010

saya sayang kamu!

really hard to find someone who really love u all his heart!
i found him.
now i knw how much he need me inside his life
he really complete me
i knw if i feel that nothing left or nobody besides me.
i knw u alwyz with me!

u my all! n my everythng!

im really sorry, cz alwyz hurt ur feeling
to honest!
actually i really appreciate what u hav done to me!
deepin'side that i really! really! appreciate ur luv twrds me
cz only u luv me that way!

this song i dedicated for u my luv!


Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take
you down,
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,

And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won't be alone cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one you rely on
when the whole world's gone
you won't be alone
cause I'll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on....

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

feel glad! n feel annoying!


smlm g cucuk for vaksin H1N1. sakit gak!
mlm dah rasa mcm nak dmm, n makan ubat sbb esk ada inspection.
gagahkn diri buat inspection!
masa buat inspection tu dah rasa cm nak pitam n rasa pening sgt kepala.
balik jek dr inspection, terus msuk my room, n terus rasa skit kepala. bdn strt panas nak dmm

Thnks Allah, untie n shankari very take care!
shan siap tanye, ko ok tak ni?
she giv me air, n aku pun smbung tutup mata
sbb kepala saket sgt!

then aku ask kat shan ada ubat, sbb dah tak tahan
then aku pun tak sedar apa2 terus tdo
then shan come to my room bwk ubat.

then untie come ask.. she bring me hot tea n roti
sbb pagi tadi tak smpat mkn
then dpn dia jugak mkn ubat.

terharu! bukan sbb apa rasa bdn makin sihat when someone take cre about me!

both of them INDIAN ppl! not even once my MALAY fwnd askin me .. amy are u ok??
no. NEVER!!
hhahah. is it funny! ??

yg pling wt aku terharu, when untie ask me, amy u nak air apa. i said. "no untie jgn susah, just plain water should b ok"
u knw what untie answers me.
"u like my daughter.. dun wrry i make u some hot tea!"

is it not enuff?? others race very very take cre about u!

n yg pling kelakar, same race ada sifat cemburu sesama sndiri.
hw could one of my officemate. yg aku mkn sama2
she alwayz coming to my room untuk rest, n using phone at my office.
yes! aku kesian tak pe, aku tau dia penat. she can rest at my room.
but guess what!!??
leh dia buruk2 kan my name??
she said about what im wearing at charity dinner.
yes i admit that baju agak sexy n jarang,
but i wearing tube ok!

untie said to me, "if she really ur fwend, she never do that"
yeah! im agree!!
if u my fwnd u takkan jaja citer until everyone knw at my office.

agak terkejut! but actually i knw, mulut org susah nak tutup.
im here.. dah maafkan! as i said..
u can talk. talk! bukak aib org!
nway! tq cz u make me feel that way!
n tq cz buatkan aku lebih berjaga2 slepas ini!

nway im jusk here want to thnks to Shan n untie! cz both of u alwyz take cre for me. !
*big hug*

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

teddy bear!



di opish tadi..suddenly untie call me
ngan hati yg berbunge2 ceria..
untie giv me this teddy!
chomel!

tq untie!! muah2~~
p/s: dpt jek trus snap! hehe walaupun atas meja selerak ngn kerja2 hehe

Monday, April 12, 2010

sore ..



sayang kau di mana aku ingin bersama
aku butuh semua untuk tepiskan rindu
mungkinkah kau di sana merasa yang sama
seperti diriku di malam ini…

rintik gerimis mengundang kekasih di malam ini
kita menari dalam rindu yang indah
sepi ku rasa hatiku saat ini oh sayangku
jika kau di sini aku tenang ..

~ ok. Kita takkan dapat apa yg kita nak. Kita akan dapat apa yg kita perlukan.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

hoping -_-


I can wish myself having this *poof* tsk..tsk!
-_-'

Hati bunge2..


this song actually i dedicate to him! n thnks cz come to my life again:')
p/s- i luv when u alwayz sing for me everyday!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

kisah adik ku sowang




adik ku si sapik ni, dia memang xreti lngsng bab dpur. Fail! Suh belikn sawi dibeli tauge, bli pinggang dibeli piring. Kronik dak ni. Sib baik laki. Kalau pompuan alamatnye.. Haha

Arini dia nk minum air cincau, tp sowang pn x layan. Last2 wt sndri. Tgk le aksi tu! Haha. Agono o agono!

tlis blog dr hp agak awsome jugek ek. Hehe. Currently nw i tengah mengemas my blik yg dh ala2 tongkang pecah. Bkn pe mingu ni memang bz tahap ape tah, so pecmpakan bju dsana sini. Skng btungkus lumus mengemasnye kembli. Hehe.
P/s:ngn segala hormat pic diatas ini untk tontonan 18thn keatas. Adik2 jgn ikt. Haha. Kepada mak mertua, bkn xrajin cuma mingu ni xtreamly bz. Kuikui

bila kesbran dicabar

bila org cbr kesbran. Trasa ksbran 2 mcm kt hujung tanduk! Harap Allah alwyz with me. Bg ksbrn.. Jgn smpai satu saat bom mletus smua akn hncur. Ingt manusia, sy ada tahap ksbran. N ksbrn sy ada limit. Plz take note. Tq!

Friday, April 2, 2010

mimpi!

lately ni aku asyik mimpi hantu jek! smpai nak tido kat bilik sowang2 takut.
leh tak seowang kakak tido kat tengah2 antara haziq n nana. hahaahhah! senget!
tu la reality!
arini pun aku mimpi sama. smpai aku terlewat g keja:(
dah2 la mimpi. plz n plz! jgn hadir lagi

mimpi la Gu Jun Pyo ke.. :')
best! smlm tgk balik citer tuh! nangis ok! lagi2 part masa kat Macau tu. hehe.
kan Best ada boipren can Gu Jun Pyo ngn Ji Hoo.
even Gu Jun Pyo tu hensem but Ji Hoo tu sooo romantic, gile caring, cool, protected!
kan best when sumone alwayz beside us. guide us! :')

ni la Ji Hoo yang hensem .. actually mula2 dia ni agak menjengkelkan.. but last2 oooo.. nape la dia tak dpt Jan Di:'(


The hero! mr. Gu Jun Pyo..

p/s- tetiba citer pasal korean -_-