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Sunday, October 31, 2010

love the way u are!


skng my life sgt heppy!
heppy with my beloved one..
heppy with my fwends
happy with everything!

frankly speaking bila hati happy! makan pun dah kemain!
pepagi lagi dpt msg dr my bff
"morning darl, today jgn mkn byk oke! tkecre"
heishh! baik.. sy cube.

n to my love! tq for loving me. cewah!!

But I love the way you love me .. Strong and wild,
slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely ..I love the way you love m
e

perasan!


i hate ppl who too perasan! membangga diri!
tak kisah kamu hebat! or kamu cantik or kamu hensem mcm spe2 pun!
tapi perlu ke membangga!
canang satu dunia.. kamu lah hensem! kamu la cantek! kamu la hebat
erk! nak muntah aku keh!
kalau betul2 cantik and hensem tak pe jugak!
ni muka cam??!!
kalau hebat sgt tak pe!! ?
tapi.. HARAM!!!

u make ppl annoying tgk!
sbb too perasan!

kan bgus kalau kamu cantik.. tapi tak perasan cantik
kan bagus kalau kamu hensem .. tapi tak perasan hensem
kan bagus kalau kamu hebat.. tapi tak perasan hebat!!

penah dgr perkataan

"DOWN TO EARTH??"

No force. No bowed to.


kadang2 kita tau apa yg kita wt tu salah.. tapi kita buat jugak untuk kepuasan diri.
i hav several friends that too desperate for seeking love!
that person don't care! sapa2 pun ok! is it will last long?
u know sumthng that we not suppose to be like that..
guys or girl out there.. u can accept who too desperate seeking for love?
kamu perasan tak yg kamu dipilih bukan kerana cinta but word call desperate!
tak kisah dapat mcmana pun! asalkan cantik, hensem...
hati?? tolak tepi dulu!
mengeluh pjg2 bile pk kan! kamu kawan saya..

yg desperate dah berlalu, ada plak org yg aku kenal suka duk merampas hak org!
ingatla!idup ni pusing2 jek!
ko wt jahat kat org, tak mustahil ko kena ye tak!
idupla ngan aman!
cube tnye kat diri sendiri, apa akan jadi kalau hak aku org amek.. marah?
ok! jwpn dia... tahu pun ko nak melenting cam beruk!
so pk pk kan .. dan selamat beramal!

Love should be sincere. It should be honest and straightforward. No force. No bowed to.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Love songs


smlm aku beli 6 cd loves songs!
gile? Mayb:P

salahkan AFIQ!!

telepati


sebenarnye ini bukan 1st tyme!
dah byk kali.
mcm pagi tadi, i call my bby

i: bby where are u?
my baby: heish budak ni, mcm tau2 ja abg dah smpai office.
i: well, u knw my telepati
my baby: tu la.. dah tak terkejut pun!

mean, byk kali sgt! kalau aku call, or dia call msti time2 yg mmg tak disangke.

cth terbaru pagi tadi

sbnrnye mlm tadi we all gayut cam kera dah! masing2 sbnrnye penat tapi tak ngaku kalah
kalau nak tau sbnrnye aku manyak kali tertido masa ckp ngn dia. haha
leh plak tak nak letak. tak ngaku kalah nie.
pastu bile dia tnye, syg dah ngantuk ke.. aku leh ngan yakin
"NOPE!!"
pastu wat suara ala2 segar. dia tak tau brpa kali aku terloncat sana, g tandas nak tahan mata!

last2 aku cam mengalah! hehe. 2-2 skli flat!
sbb dua2 tak nak ngaku tuh! cuweeett!!

pastu nak jdi citer area kul 4:55 pagi aku tersentak! terus capai hp!
Ya Ampun!! laki aku!
sian dia.. msti dia tunggu lame..

then tepat kul 5:05 i call him!
then dia kuarkan satu statemnt!

baby: syg, u know sumtng tak?
i: what??
baby: sbnrnye mlm tadi abg mimpi bby, plus terus terjg teringat yg abg dah tertido.. abg cr hp nak call syg. tgk2 syg dah call.

erm.. muskil sbnrnye! kekadang we all berdua duk gelak! byk lagi. simple things but ntah la!
bgus jugakkan.
:P

dah nak smbung keja!

LOVE U AFIQ

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

song!


Terdengar bisikan mesra
Kalimah keramat bermentara
Bermulanya siang berakhir malam ku
Tak akan ku jemu menyebut namamu

Tiada batasan waktu
Tiada tempat mu tertentu
Di gunung di lembah, di darat, di air
Siapa pun hamba, keikhlasan doa, keagungan
Kasih merubah takdir

Bila ku sedari diri disayangi
Langkah kaki ini semakin berani
Bila terkeliru ku ucap namamu, terasa diriku
Kembali dipandu

Engkau pertama, tiada akhirnya
Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya
Izinkahlah aku menumpang di sini
Di bawah naungan kasih dan sayang mu
Ku berserah diri

diet .. diet!!


semalam kan! kita dah rase berdosa kan kan!
ngan hati yg berat kan.. naik alat penimbang brpe juta naik.
huh! sib baik tak de naik. hikhik! tapi kan.. ermm..
heish!

mulai arini diet kembali smula.
susah tul diet kalau ngah heppy!
kalau ngah menderita senang plak kan :P

pagi2 lagi mr.apik dah call
"syg mkn! jgn tak mkn! tak yah diet nye.. "
eiiii.. STOP!!
haha. i dah siap bg warning awal2.
pasni aku akan pekakkan telinge kalau dia bising!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

lelaki idaman! :P


pernah tgk cerita Boys Over Flowers?
tau watak Ji Hoo
i love guy who treat his gf like his do!
tiada ayat yg penuh gula sebakul!
tiada ayat up2!
tiada ayat menipu pasangan sbb nak jaga hati!

susah nak terangkan lelaki cam ni la yg aku nak!
cool! relax but leh menyentuhkan hati kita!
nak citer payah. so tgk watak Ji Hoo ni!
korang msti tau!



first jan di kena baling tepung, ji hoo the one that giv simple attention lapkan. how sweet!


sweetkan..



just dengan perbuatan yg ikhlas leh menyentuh hati!
tak perlu hambur dgn kekayaan dan kata2 manis




InsyaAllah

one day aku kuar with my bro,
then this song kuar.
terus jatuh hati. sgt best!


Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made

Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don’t despair and never loose hope

Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray

You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Thursday, October 21, 2010

sayang kamu!


u're shy! heish..
kadang2 saya nak tergelak how u xpress ur feeling!
punye la kamu nak bgtau..
tapi tak terluah!

the song that explain all inside ur heart! make me cry!
that y i said.. i love the way u're!
cool. warm!

this song bring us together!


I've been alone with you inside my mind And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times I sometimes see you pass outside my door Hello, is it me you're looking for? I can see it in your eyes I can see it in your smile You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide 'Cause you know just what to say And you know just what to do And I want to tell you so much, I love you ... I long to see the sunlight in your hair And tell you time and time again how much I care Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow Hello, I've just got to let you know 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start by saying, I love you ... Hello, is it me you're looking for? 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start by saying ... I love you thanks cz u complete me! thanks Allah giving me such a good guy!
Syukur Alhamdulillah! hope everything going smooth!
pray to Allah, that u're special giv for me to be my husband:')

Afiq

ramai org tegur n tgk my face always tersenyum now
yes i admit.. seyesly until muka saket n terpaksa tunduk when hahaha.. always nak tersenyum..
heishhhh... :)
tq my love! <3

how i want to describe what i feel inside??
erm.. i dunno just i can say now that he really make me feel something in my heart!
he cool! melting my heart!
i just can say honestly that I LOVE U AFIQ!

u make me want to hear all love song!

difficult to xpress in word!
but i know, u really understand what i feel inside!
thnks for loving me so much :')


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Jangan Memilih Aku



Terenggut hatiku,terpanah asmara
Sedih suka sirna sudah
Bila kau menjadi milikku
Memang lukaku belum sembuh semua
Juga dukaku belum sirna semua

Jangan memilih aku
bila kau tak sanggup setia
Kau tak mengerti aku
diriku yang pernah terluka

Jangan memilih aku
bila kau tak sanggup setia
Kau tak mengerti aku
diriku yang pernah terluka
Cinta..


saya seorang pakar cinta

heish.. lately ni ramai sgt refer benda2 sedih kat aku! sampaikan Kalai msg aku smlm
"aku perlukan khidmat nasihat psychology! Tolong aku"

then arini pun aku jadi Dr.Love secara percuma..
but for me this not big deal.
saya akan cube menolong seberapa yg boleh!

yang kelakarnye.. i dunoo him.. different country.
but for me.. we human! same roof..


may I ask something?
Did a man begging deserve love, for love again?
now I'm feeling
I have done everything,
to prove, I am the best for himself,
but no response at all,
now what should I do?
leave it
let go
but i cant
I too love her
can i ask u, why u trying hard for sumone that dun want u?
u force her to luv u!
luv frm inside
bukan paksaan
just accpt the fact .. she not for u
if she come to u.. she will be urs
im so sad now im confuse
in this relationship, dua-dua must love each others
bukan force to be love
jut learn how to let go
if u luv sumbody set them free
y u trying hard to fix sumthng dah broken
u will hurt most!
what should I do next?, so I can forget this problem
put aside.. let go! face the new world
giv chance to love urself!
mayb God will give u sumbody
that suite u
that really accept u whtever who u are
bukan u be like what she need
just be urself
accept who that can luv u!
not by forcing or else
trust me..
u will find sumone better
she not desrve u at all
I'll try to strong,
all this will be remembered forever,
thanks for the advice you give,
all it really means to me
sure..
i just u to know.. that everything happen got reason
sebelum nak tgk pelangi yg cantik, pasti ada hujan dulu
all this shit happen, make u stronger.. n u know with who u deal with
just take it as dugaan.. and more careful next tyme
pasti
so.. jgn sedih2.
dun show to her or else, that ure loser
tell the world that u can stand without her by urside!!
saya akan terus mencoba
u must!
be strong ya
Every cloud has a silver lining
your words, makes me excited to live, and trying to accept this bitter truth
thanx ya
sure!!
thanx alooot
u in malaysia now?
if u give chance to ur life to live, trust me.. u can happy to face all ur problam
yes.. im malaysia.
u?
10:37am
indonesia

20102010


when u open our heart to sumone else..
n he come in ryte tyme..

mayb terlalu awal for tell what that i feel inside.
new to me..

something weird that happen between us.
some connection that both of us still not understand.
when we discussed about it.. masing2 pelik n pening.
it just happen one second!

msing2 pendam apa yg tersirat..
when we apart ... masing2 rindu.

sampai satu saat.. masing2 tarik muka
why?
yg kat sini cuba put boundary bile terasa both of us makin rapat.
yang kat sana terasa hati..
masing2 dah pandai merajuk bile salah sowang senyap..
masing2 merajuk kalau salah seorang bercakap dgr org lain
masing2 rasa rindu bile berjauhan
tapi tak nak ckp kerinduan tu..
masing2 cube pendam!
malu nak bgtau hal sbnar..

akhirnye semuanye reveal bile sumthing happen smlm..
then he tell me everything..
dan bile menda tu terjadi, i know what he feel inside.

n we had discussion last nyte.
both of us tell everything.. tiada apa yg dipendamkan

i know u ego n malu when u tell me the truth!
i really appreciate when u put aside everything and tell me.

when u ask me.
i said "i do not know"
yes! i tak tahu!

but i donna y when we apart n miss u soo much!

and thanks sgt2 cz u always care about me in ur way.
dia tak pernah tunjuk, dia rasa ego dia akan jatuh
but i can feel it, as u said, i kena bljar pasal lelaki.
kelakar when tgk dia jeles, sbb got style. heish kamu!
u're cool! but sometimes funny when u try to control to hide what u feel inside

i love the way u are.
i love the way u care.

tq for 20102010..
u put smile on me! :')

heartbroken!

tetiba nak heartbroken skng!
tak mau la teruskan sesi pengenalan
nanti sedih! nanti hancur hati!
dah gi jauh2 perasaan!
saya tak nak ada perasaan hadir saat ni!

Pelita - API

dlm tengah wat2 kerja tetiba dgr one song yang aku tak pernah dgr but secara tetiba aku jadi suka gilers!
motivate song!

Tak pernah sesaat daku meragui
Apa yang telah daku temui selama ini
Tak pernah sesaat daku menyesali
Apa yang telah aku nikmati
Apa ku alami
Selagi hayat dikandung badan

Takkan ku menyerah kalah walau mimpiku musnah
Harapanku hancur sayapku patah
Kan ku pancarkan cahaya seperti pelita
Ke serata dunia yang gelap gelita
Sehingga hembusan nafas yang terakhir

Tak pernah sesaat aku mencurigai
Apa yang telah aku kecapi setakat ini
Tiba saatnya kan ku tangisi
Pada yang pergi takkan kembali
Kembali lagi
Selagi hayat dikandung badan

Takkan ku menyerah kalah walau mimpiku musnah
Harapanku hancur sayapku patah
Kan ku pancarkan cahaya seperti pelita
Ke serata dunia yang gelap gelita
Sehingga hembusan nafas yang terakhir

Selagi jasadku belum terkubur
Selagi tubuhku belum ditimpa uzur
Pantang datuk nenek moyangku berundur

Takkan ku menyerah kalah walau mimpiku musnah
Harapanku hancur sayapku patah
Akan ku pancar cahaya seperti pelita ke seluruh dunia
Akan ku pancar cahaya seperti pelita ke serata dunia
Seperti cahaya

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

i want to be queen!


queen rania..
u're my idol!


jgn begitu..

Lokasi: Canteen SRSB

aku sedang menikmati meehun sup manakala shan ngah menikmati nasi lemak.

amy: bila kau nak kawin?
shan: nanti la dulu.. tak tau lagi
amy: erm.. kalau kau kawin, msti aku akan jadi mcm ko skngkan? (buat muke ala2 sedih)

pastu shan gelak gile2. haha. sib baek tak tersedak.. actually ayat atas tu hanye mereka dan keluarge mereka jek paham

amy: ko kawin la lambat lagi.. nanti aku sedih ( muke seposen lagi)
shan: ala.. aku kawin lambat lagi..
amy: kalau ko nak kwin .. kita kawin time nak dekat2 kirenye aku takla sedih sgt kalau ko dah kawin..

pastu kiter org dua gelak!

*sebenarnye... acane ek.. kalau shan dah kawin.. sedihnye aku ;(

complete on me


I want something to make me feel whole. I want something to make me feel complete.
I want a reason to put on my makeup in the morning.
I want a reason to set aside 45 minutes to do my hair.
I want a reason to not wear pajamas all the time.
I want a reason to actually care